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شاخ کنکور هم بالاخره شکست!
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تفریح جدیدم این شده که میرم متن های فارسی رو تو Google Translate کپی می کنم و بعد میشینم ترجمه ش رو به انگلیش میخونم و می خندم. در این حد بیکارم!
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It’s really sad how someone’s whole belief system can be shaken up by only one encounter.
For some time (years actually!) I believed that I was a democrat person, that I gave the same opportunities to everyone without any prejudgments. And I emphasize on “believe” because it really had turned into a belief. It was kind of how I defined myself. Then something happens to me and I fail to be someone I thought I was this whole time. As simple as that.
It’s funny how everyone thinks they’re this liberal open minded individual who can put in with every situation imaginable when they’ve not even been in “every situation imaginable!” yet. All I’m saying is that let’s just accept that we’re not above the human kind and we have flaws. It is better than having a holier than thou preconception of ourselves and it could get really miserable when forced to face the reality.
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بلاگ من هیچ ربطی به بیتلز نداره! :دی ولی برای تنوع دلم خواست که یه مدت bannerم اینها باشند.
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“Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option"
You may have experienced that feeling of inadequacy, the feeling that no matter what you do and how hard you try, you're still not good enough. That you're stuck at the bottom of the food chain! That you get picked only as a last choice.
And how you long for someone to appreciate you, how you long for someone to look deeper, to try to get to know you before they decide you're a throw away. And when someone does, you get this amazing feeling that NO ONE can take away from you! Suddenly you want to tell all those people who made you feel inadequate to sod off! :D I think this feeling alone makes this crappy life worthwhile! :D
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گاهی وقت ها مستقیم گفتن بعضی حرف ها شجاعتی میخواد که تو وجود من نیست! و احتمالا اگه این انرژی ای رو که الان صرف پرت کردن hintها به طرف تو میکنم صرف پیدا کردن جرئت برای زدن حرفم بهت میکردم وضعم بهتر می بود... شاید هم نه.
But please get the hints? ok?
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من به طرز عجیبی حالم خوبه! یعنی در این حد که اگه حال و حوصله نگاه های عجیب غریب مردم رو داشتم مثل این فیلم های موزیکال بی دلیل وسط خیابون میزدم زیر چه چه و دور یه میله ای، درختی چیزی میچرخیدم! (شرمنده، استعداد رقص ندارم من!!! انتظار صحنه ی رقص Cyd Charisse و Fred Astaire تو Band Wagon از من نداشته باشید!) اگه مورد منکراتی نبود احتمالا یه چند تا آدم رندوم هم اون وسطا بغل میکردم!!!
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par⋅a⋅noi⋅a /ˌpærəˈnɔɪə/
1. Psychiatry. a mental disorder characterized by systematized delusions and the projection of personal conflicts, which are ascribed to the supposed hostility of others, sometimes progressing to disturbances of consciousness and aggressive acts believed to be performed in self-defense or as a mission.
2. baseless or excessive suspicion of the motives of others.